Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Saturday, July 29, 2006
whoo.! my 100th post.! diaox.. oh fine.. i m lame... LOL... okok... woke up at 5.50am today for the walkathon tingy at cityhall at 7am... oh well... LATE again... went to the walkathon dere to dance and cheer lahx... e warm-up damce was kinda weird... suppose to walk 1.5km de, but motivators were excused in the end... we went to BK for breakfast... den off to SIS... sleep,eat,dance,play & eat... den off to national stadium for NDP preview... fineFINE... kinda pissed off by one auntie... oh... today is basically not my day uh... overall, NDP preview was FUN! back to bishan at 9.45pm... went for dinner n home sweet home... today was a LONG day, had been staying awake for more den 18 hrs... i nid to drift off to my dreamland soon...
28 JULY 2006 FRIDAY
okok... lesson til 4pm... towned wif doris n ling wei... doris left first for her band.... den lingwei n me went for a candlelit dinner... oh well.. dinner at pastamania.... LOL.... ate n chatted alittle... and went shopping... playing wif nail polish at missha... oh.... looking at handsome guys in orchard area too... i tink we enjoyed doing dat... biangx... rushed home at 8pm to catch e 9pm show... met theresa n peiqi xiao jie at yck bus interchange... went home wif theresa.. (:
oh fine.. i m gg to miss out e fun on sat due to NDP.... bt it's ok.. holiday is here soon!
don'tfeelsorryforme.
11:58 PM.
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
phew... late for 1/2 hr for ECTP lecture today.... oh well... OVERSLEPT is e reason uh.... LOL.... BMA make-up lecture is a disaster... nth can b more boring as compared to BMA lecture... it reali bore me to death.... bt luckily lingwei & mandy help to kip me awake thru e lesson... haa...
aft sch...went to mit wanyu & theresa at PS... noodles omelet for lunch... shopped awhile den collect kailing's bdae present den went amk to buy a cake for her... LOL... wanyu stole sum disposable spoons and get stared by e stallowner... damn pai seh... LOL.... celebrated kaling's bdae at NYP... delicious cake... hoho... crapped for 1 hr den went home... dinner-ED wif weilin n wendy at hg pt... home sweet home. (:
i LOVE all the BEARS... let's mit up n haf FUN during holiday... q:
i miss the olden days.
it's not a few words that can explain it all,
perhap it just nid more tym. -silent*
don'tfeelsorryforme.
11:09 PM.
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
er... NDP rehersal today... well.... woke up late today...9.10am.... prepare myself and take a cab down to J8.... oh fine... it's a female taxi driver, she drove v slow... cant stand it but cosh woman is alway v careful so i didnt request her to drive abit faster even thou i m rushing for tym... reached J8 at 10am... omg.... lunch is not so nice.... and e dinner is not too bad... got a pair of free shoes and sum goodies... dance and sing alittle... basically , today rehersal is sitting down under e sun n do self study.... hoho... reached J8 at 9pm+... went for dinner wif primers at LJS.... crapping around... den went home wif e usual clique.... enjoy crapping wif dem... dey are funny ppl... LOL.... whoo... i got 2 tickets for NDP preview... dun noe hu to gif yet... hoho...
formal wear on monday... HAA... remind me of career day... hmm... nid to rush e script for CS presentation le.... *stress. x:
FRIDAY, 21 JULY 06
oh well well... had fun during BS practical today... having fun wif sound meter & tripod stand... we DO look lyk reporter and photographer wen taking tis 2 tings uh... LOL.... had a early dismissal... er... well... as usual, glenda tang ying ying mary celest bobby bob, u PS me again... didnt manage to go lunch wif her at CP at e very last min... biangx... but it's ok, i got used to it le... hoho.... towned wif lingwei.... hoho... THANKS,LINGWEI for accompany me uh.... mit wanyu & joanne at town, shopped awhile den went back HS.... chatted wif ms chia... well... HS changed alot... haix.... den went for e video tingy den photo taking session.... had dinner at hg mall, PEPPER LUNCH.... i was lyk mountain tortise... opp.... LOL... finished my part for mini project... (:
don'tfeelsorryforme.
11:59 PM.
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
AHH.!!! overslept today... woke up at 11am wen i m suppose to mit hui yee at 11.50am at outram mrt station.... so sorry.... make her waited for so long... reached outram at 12.30pm.... oh my... sorry, jian ying n frens for waiting for me for quite sumtym at cityhall mrt.... eh... and of cosh... e primers officers for waiting for us for so long... suppose to mit at 12.30pm yet we reached at 1.15pm... oh my... so SORRY....
okok... went for dedication service today at expo... well.... it's quite fun... songs were nice too... it's been months ever since i last attended CHC service.... after dat, play games, eat den went home.... thanks, liling for giving me e apollo biscuit... LOL... bt she kip on BULLY me... wahaha...
SAT, 15 JULY 06
hmm... went for NDP N.E SHOW today.... LOL... mit at 10am at bishan ite as usual... set off to SIS... oh fine... had lunch... pizza... kinda sick of it... had been eating pizza everyday since thursday... oh man.... LOL... den practice dance,doing nth for hrs den had dinner again...KFC.. too full to eat my dinner... bt i force myself to finish it...
oh fine... went to national stadium ard 430pm bahx... start making balloons and giving out goodies for dose p5 kids.... oh well... CUTE bunch of kids.... dey dun reali nid to b motivate... dey r HIGH thru out e show... okok... firework is NICE... i m falling in love wif it.... went back to SIS aft e whole show... waiting for buses to take us home... ard midnight den we left SIS... reached hg ard 1am den li xuan n i acc wei jie to eat den reached home at 2.35am... LOL... in my dreamland at 3.15am... i m FAST.... (:

THOUSANDS of torches shining tgt. spectacular view....
FIREWORKS.! (:

FIREWORKS. it's nice, isnt it... (:
don'tfeelsorryforme.
11:41 PM.
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
hmm... started my day off wif ECTP 3hr lecture.... well...as usual.... TIRING.... LOL... aft dat, rushed to library to finish off powerpoint slides for IDEA presentation nx wed... arghx... crappy stuff uh....
erm... den went to catch a movie, re-cycle, with weilin,wendy,kim & liling at MS.... oh well... e show was kinda LAME uh... hoho.... eh... den went to sakae sushi n see kim eat uh.... after she finished eating den liling n us went separate way.. we went to hg mall... okok... journey to hg, a little gerl was dancing pole dance uh... whoo... HIGH.... wahahahax.... went to hg mall,buy snacks n chatted awhile.... HOME SWEET HOME.... (:
LINGWEI & ME @ library.
QINGFUUs- wendy & me. (:

weilin,me & my MONKEY,kim. :p
don'tfeelsorryforme.
10:55 PM.
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
oh well... juz came back frm NDP family show uh... tsk...tsk...tsk... mit at bishan ite at 12.30pm den set off to indoor stadium for our rehersal of dance n our dinner, KFC.... hoho.... collected our so cor fun pack today... it was filled wif a few packs of tissue paper n sum other goodies, we gt to distribute to e crowd.... erm... off we go to national stadium at 4.50pm...
fineFINE.... motivating ppl is NOT easy uh... i was so LOST at the start... dun noe wat to do.... LOL....hmm... tings get slightly better wen i start making balloons for e kids...
den one little gerl came to me...
me: do u wan a balloon ?
gerl: can u make me a swan ?
me: huhx? sword izit?
gerl: NO... swan...
me: er... so sorry.. jie jie haven learn hw to make a swan.. do u wan sumting else?
gerl: den can u make me a teddy bear?
me: LOL... jie jie als haven learn hw to make a bear... hw abt a flower for u? (diaox.. NDP only teach me hw to make a dog, flower n sword)
okay... NDP start at ard 5.45pm... MOTIVATE MOTIVATE... everything end at 8pm+... den reach bishan at 9pm+ and went for dinner wif primers... hmm.... reach home at 12am+.... AHH.! a LONG day uh... oh yahx... my balloon pump spoiled... arghx.... ! didnt manage to bang into wendy either... perhap we r nt fated... LOL....
FEDUP.
dun ask me y,
i cant figure it out either. /:
don'tfeelsorryforme.
11:59 PM.
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Friday, July 07, 2006
hmm... FRIDAY FRIDAY is here again... hoho.... enjoy BS practical today... it was FUN playing wif "mircophone"... LOL... erm... IDEA had early dismissal too... okok... town-ed wif lingwei, doris & jaisie today.... er... BOSS bought a so cor short pant lahx... hmm... it look great on her... hoho.... she shld STOP wearing long pants everyday... LOL.... shopped ard in orchard area til 7pm+....eh... den went for dinner wif lingwei & doris at wisma... LOL... we gt a HEAVY dinner uh.... bt it was nice lahx... (:
er.... having NDP family day tml.... hope dat tings go well uh.... i tink mandy will b dere too... LOL... had been bickering wif her over e past few days... i tink she enjoyed it v much... hoho.... i tink it's e way aquarius communicate uh....
& life carry on. . . . blahx. blahx. blahx. . ..
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11:36 PM.
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