Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
hmm... oh well... the 5th week... oh gosh... 7th week is gg to b here soon... TERM TEST.... e first test i m gg to take in poly uh...i m having test again aft donkey mths aft e OLEVEL.... oh my... haven go collect cert yet.... biangx....
eh... did sumting bad today... i so cor "apply leave" for my CADD lesson... well... in a nasty way... i pon e lesson... first tym pon-ing lesson in poly.... felt so damn HIGH yet felt bad for ms yong too.... i m so real sorry uh... butBUT....i tink i cant reali tink much at dat tym lahx.... LOL.... erm... my GOD! FORGIVE me, please.... tis wil b my FIRST n LAST tym.... hmm... well.... i reali HOPE so lorx...
eh...went kBOX wif the other four of dem.... LOL.... FUN. ! jaisie can sing v well... oh my gosh... doris can sing v HIGH key man.... she sing well too... oh yeah... lingwei can reali bring e atmosphere high uh... but she seem to lyk those oldies uh... hoho.... but overall.... i had FUN lahx... n dat's our 1st date tgt... hahaahax.... (:
tsk...tsk...in e evening, went chomp chomp to celebrate theresa n liling bdae.... LOL.... dey were LATE n made liling n me waited for so long.... erm... we had NICE dinner...LOL.... NICE sugarcane juice too....DELICIOUS chocolate cake as well... hahax... uncles dere were nice ppl too.... biangx... liling is a joker uh.... she is so damn LAME.... she made us laff NONstop.... i tink she can reali b a comedian in e future.... n we took PICS....
hmm... reach hm at 10pm.... LOL.... well... i reali had FUN today. (:
don'tfeelsorryforme.
11:57 PM.
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Friday, May 12, 2006
whoo!!! week 4 gg to be over le.... biangx.... heard frm ms yong during CADD lesson dat term test is bringing forward to week 6 instead of 7 uh... oh my... hw m i gg to pass all my test? receive CADD coursework today... biangx... i tink i wil take LONG hours to complete it.... i wonder hw m i gg to do e cells n draw during exam within a few hrs.... HEADACHE uh...
erm... i forget who tell me dat poly life is slack, first year is lyk honeymoon... but i seem to find no trace of slack n honey in SP lehx... life is getting busy le... so many TUTORIAL.... i tink i m gg to rush all my hw during tis long weekends uh... LAW,ECTP,IDEA,CADD,CS presentation. ....
wahx kao.... sick of everyting man... i missed sec sch days... those days dat i can dun nid do hw...LOL.... :p
eh.... oh fine... gg simei ITE tis sat... LOL.... for e NDP thingy uh... kinda look forward to it.... e first CCA stuff in SP....juz too bad... liling didnt cum along... if nt she can sing her version of count on me,singapore on national day... LOL.... "come on me ,singapore.".... diaox.... but luckily jian ying gg dat NDP tingy as well... hoho.... i m nt alone uh.... but for e nx few mths, i gt to go for that tingy every sat uh... i wonder hw diligent can i b.... /:
i seem to LOST control-
to RETURN or to MOVEon.
don'tfeelsorryforme.
12:12 AM.
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Thursday, May 04, 2006
hmm...it's been 3 weeks of sch le... LOL.... wow... gg 1 mth le... tym reali fly uh.... okok... enjoying sch days hanging out wif my clique uh.... they r nice n lame ppl... hahax... mandy was FUNNY.... i tink she see ppl as ANIMALs uh... she sae i look lyk mickey MOUSE....and blahx blahx blahx.... biangx.... noNONO... wanyu muz b quite happy wen she heard it uh.... bleahx... butBUT.... i love STRAWBERRY more... (:
hmm...bought my mp3 player... oh... shld b mp4 player bahx.... a ulu ulu brand lahx.... kinda abit regret buying dat player... LOL... cosh cant on e volume too loud le... cosh gt e built in speaker n i juz found out it cant b turn off.... SHIT man.... cant drown myself in LOUD music uh.... abit FEDup too.... LOL.... luckily my sis bought a creative mp3 player... i can use her's sumtym.... :p
eh... oh well... gt CADD test today... phew... managed to get it all correct... lucky lady was wif me tis afternoon uh.... anyhw draw n mess ard, stil can get all correct... thank god man.... haix... BUT i tink e nx test, e result wun b dat nice le.... hahax.... okok.... gt to go finish up IDEA hw le.... draw a art piece w/o thinking.... oh.... hw fun can it be?
don'tfeelsorryforme.
11:13 PM.
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