Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Friday, March 10, 2006
hmm... ok... fine... finally was down for OT on both sat n sun... LOL.... eh... work today was fine uh... LESS work MORE slack tym uh.... hoho.... but dun tink sum of e "old birds" lyk us uh... cosh we were noisy.... perhap dey were jealous dat we had nth to do bahx.... oh well... ytd was damn fed up wif sum "old birds" lorx... deleted away e games is fine wif me, i wil alway find new tings to entertian myself... (:
let challange deir LIMIT.... c wat can dey stil delete away frm e com...hmm... simply noe dat dey wun dare to complain to shirley... so i wun gif a damn... LOL... but i tend to follow e LEADERs uh... yeahx.... hahx... but i tink dey get deir retribution uh... dey were forced to delete away dose songs n wateva crappy stuffs dey DL frm net....
oh my god... it tym for me to register for my poly uh....i was lyk so blur abt e process... damn blur... sum more i stil waiting for my appeal result but i nid to pay e sch fee first.... but u c, i cor e CPF board to ask abt e fee tingy but e person dere ask me nt to pay first.... diaox... den i cor SP.... oh well... line is REAL busy.... cant get tru.... haix... i tink gt to cor again tml....
whee... i n wendy was crappy today... i was lyk mad.... kip singing dose nursery songs... translate to chinese or english...ok... its so funny.... bao bao hei yang . . ... lalaalaax..... (:
don'tfeelsorryforme.
7:14 PM.
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
omgOMG.... i took back my posting result le.... HOW CAN TIS BE ? i get into SP....but i m ALONE... most of my schoolmates n frens was posted to TP,NP,NYP but not SP.... haix...
stil considering wht gg to appeal to TP anot..... oh well.... i get into e property development n facilities mgmt... actually i forget y i wil put tis course as my 2nd choice... hmm.... opp... LOL....
haix...both my cousins get into NP....see.... NONE was in e same poly as me.... hoho... LUCKILY.... felicia was posted to SP too... oh god... u r nt dat bad either.... (:
thousand of tots was in my head now...
i m so afraid dat being alone in SP, i would definately drift apart from all my buddies now...
we wil seldom mit in e future....
haix... if we were in e same poly, at least we cud stil chat during e journey to sch...
hmm..but now... i m all ALONE.... *sobsob
new frens wil definately cum along.... butBUT... i juz gt my fears too...
haix...wat i can do now is to consider carefully,
make my decision den leave ALL e ting to god...(:
juz wonder,
can we stil b frens FOREVA ? -cried.
don'tfeelsorryforme.
1:42 AM.
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
hmm.... BLOG BLOG BLOG.... oh well... went to hougang mall ytd to mit kailing...
hoho... she bought it started with a kiss de VCDS le.... she is going to lent it to me aft she finish watching... LOL.... thank her in advance first.... wahahaha.... eh...saw da pei shan... LOL.... she finally told me dat she was lying all along abt sh is gg to get marry uh... hoho.... well... i was not stupid either... i noe it all along.... *blehx... indeed miss her abit aft transfering to mec... she is crappy uh....
okok.... went to white tangerine cafe wif weilin aft work today.... LOL... actuali wan go home de but u noe... DORTS.... we went dere to eat uh... well well... e ice cream waffle is nice.... *thumbUP....erm...we chat quite alot as we eat... LOL.... (:
omgOMG.... tml getting back posting result le.... haix... it's another blow for me to tak le.... AHHHH!!!!! scareSCARE..... LUCKY LADY!!!! BLESS ME PLEASE! (:
hmm...no. of my frens didnt do well for deir ALEVEL uh.... dun be too sad uh....i tink i understand how u all felt....but LOOK at e BRIGHTER side of life... dere's always a way out... (:
MISleading is terrified.
dat's my FEAR;
i tink u wil NEVER noe....
don'tfeelsorryforme.
9:33 PM.
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