to no avail.

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by

This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most

It's the place that you have come to fear the most.

Friday, November 25, 2005

HOORAY!!!! OLEVEL finally end le... i m FREE from BOOKS.... (:
it's tym for PARTY uh.... went to watch harry potter & e goblet of fire str after my last paper.... OMG.... it was soo nice nice....erm... dat was a part where was quite sad....almost cry uh... LOL.... really got to go catch tis movie if u haven watch...

tis post wil going to be a very very very long.... (:

WHOO....back frm english camp uh.... LOL... tis year camp was TOUGH bt it was FUN too.... we play wif water, flour, detergent & other crappy tings..... we played lots of games.... wild goose chase was interesting... passing msg to ur members was soo funny....we got to speak v fast,sing & "play" spiderman.... hoho....100 minutes war was chao... we "sign treaty" wif others grp & attack e grp hu stole our flag... hahax...but e tissue soak in water wif flour was digusting... LOL...luckily we can RUN....conclusion, ppl older dat us can tend to b v cunning uh.... hmm... amanzing race was FUN & TIRING... oh gosh... we ran ard in singapore.... LOL.... e clues were diffcult too.... but we manage to overtake some others grps aft being e last for many stations... hmm....i learned lot of tings from tis amanzing race...haHax... i had learn dat in x-men dere is one character name jubilee...erm.... i had als learned how to make a kite & lastly i can dance e "horny" dance...haHahahax.... :P
hmm...the activities for LAST day was fantastic....apart from e drama part....we play wif sum crappy water consist of curry powder & other crappy ingredients and passing it in a cup using our mouth...haHax...it did smell lyk pizza in e first place....(: we als play wif detergent & flour uh... we use our butt to slide across e chairs... we were so dirty.... theresa & i were having fun uh.... (:
hmm...really learned lots of english words from tis camp...oxymoron, paradox & many others more... LOL... but dun tink can remb it...overall.... tis camp is FUN & INTERESTING.... ICs were friendly as well....but they tend to b alittle bit . . . . LOL..... erm... no regrets gg to tis camp.... really enjoy it alot.... a big thanks to those ppl hu help me during e camp... thank u.... (:

okok...it's tym to start prepare for prom nitex... oh dear.... prom nitex is on cuming tuesday yet i have not bought my attire for it.... got to get it ready soon... oh ya... tym to find a job soon uh... (:

don'tfeelsorryforme.
10:21 PM.

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