Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
erM...wenT fOr eL seminar tOday....hMm....miT caiLing & gang aT 7 a.M... waHx...i was on tyM tOday..... LOL....eH....den we wenT NYP fOr brEakfasT.... haHax...afT daT,wE wenT fOr e seminar....
weLL....e 1sT parT of e tOk was bOring..... Dr. bird's tOk was duLL.... anD i feLt lyk sLeeping....bUt luckiLy i managE tO lisTen trU oUt....hMm.... 2nD parT of e tOk was fUn!!!! mr. grEen was hUmOrOus.....anD his tOk was inTerEsting..... sOo it's nOt tOo baD laHx.....
tsk...tsk...tsk....afT e seminar... wE wenT tO heeren....haHax... wE saw bEn,a channeL u artisT..... weLL...gLenDa tOok piC wif hiM.... *haHax...glenDa reqUesTed tO wriTe tis here.... oMg.... hE is sOo shUai..... x) haHax.... den wE wenT tO tak piC.....wenDy,caiLing,gLenDa,jOanne,weiLin & mE... haHax... wE arE zi lian ppL lOrx.... heHex....
hMm....wenT wenDy's hOuse afT e whOle tingy.... erM... aH jie.... resT weLL hUhx.... drink mOre waTer & sLp MORE laHx....eH... geT weLL sOon hOrx.....
*___o.Ox[ i jUz realised daT tis is nOt e way i wanT +ings tO be.... ]xO.o___* - i m tryin my bEst.... reaLi all my BEST....bT nO mattEr hw hard i try,i jUz canT geT ting dE way i wan iT tO be.....i m avOiding....esCaping.... i reaLi dUnnOe waT can i dO nexT.... derE's nO way i cUd ask fOr heLp.... i m on my own fOr tis mOmen+.... * prEtending tO bE myseLf.....
don'tfeelsorryforme.
11:30 PM.
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thePROFILE. (:
juli
seventeen
singapore poly.
DPFM/23 (:
SP primers
credits.
brushes by peachblush.
picture by deviantart[i forgot who's the artist!]
lyrics from shakira's don't bother[fantastic song.] and dashboard confessional's the places you have come to fear the most.
font by green day fanlisting. urbanjumbled:D
