Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
omg....my saTurday niTex was spOiled by a cOckrOacH....LOL....haLf way pOsting my bLog, saw a cOckrOacH in my living rM....dEn had tO gO hide in my bEdrOoM....haHax....i haTe cOckrOacH !!! *cOsh i m afraid of dEm....hrMpx....hehex....
sUmtyM...i reaLLy wOndEr...*eH...nOpe...i onLy sTarT tO wOndEr afTer yOu teLL me sOo...LOL.... dId wE reaLLy gif hEr a cHancE or sHe reaLLy didN't apprEciaTe iT ??? if u managEd tO gUess waT i m refEring tO den gUd fOr u....if nOt dUn bOther tO ask mE cOsh i dUn wisH tO tOk abT tis thing anymOre.... bUt if u tink daT e pErsOn i m saying rEfer tO u... pLz dUn tink daT way....e pErsOn is definitely nOt u lOrx....
haix...indEed....we triEd tO givE in tO her in many wayS.... sUmtyM reaLLy tink daT sHe tOok it fOr granTed....LoL....* m i thInking tOo mUcH? hMm....bUt dOes giving in e samE as giving hEr a cHance ?? sErioUsLy....waT arE cHances?? *i m cOnfUse.. did wE reaLLy givE hEr cHance in e firsT placE ??
erM....haix...i can'T dEnied daT shE dUn apprEciaTe oUr "hardwOrks".... wE triEd tO bE niCe tO hEr evEn thOu sHe lyk tO dO alOt of tHings tO leT us dEtEst hEr w/o nOeing iT.... & wE evEn tried tO dO sUmting daT is againsT our owN will, smiling tO hEr....tis may sOund easy...bUt actUally it's diffcuLt....haix...tiring as weLL.... * dUn u agrEe ?
yOu mayb wOndering waT's on her mind.... bUt i can teLL u daT i m nOt inTerEsted aT aLL....i jUz nOe daT as long as she dOes nOt step on my nErves...it's finE wif mE.... LOL.... * nO wOnder...my obsErvatiOn is sOo loUsy....cOsh i dUn really care abT my sUrroUnding....mUahahax....grinx~
-=+[ caN tyM cHange everyThings ? ]=+-
can tyM reaLLy cHange eVerytHings? can it rEaLLy cHange a pErson appEarance, aTTitUde and bEhaviOur....
don'tfeelsorryforme.
5:14 PM.
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