Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Monday, May 30, 2005
hMm...weLL....it's tyM to bLog again....had stOp bLoggin fOr abT a wEek dUe to e o'leveL cHinesE...
erM....saT fOr o'leveL cHinesE tOday....eH....i tink it's gOin to b a disappOinTmenT fOr mdM chUa & myseLf baHx....haix....papEr 1..leTTer wriTTing was nT daT baD...bUt i tink i wiL scOre badLy fOr my cOmpO...i dUn nOe waT m i wriTTing abT....*agrHx...tErribLe...hMm...papEr 2....haHx...weLL...dUn tink wiL dO weLL fOr daT tOo....cOmprE is gOin tO kiLL me...UTTERLY....laLaax....
okOk...nOw o'leveL cHinesE is ovEr....tmL wiL havE lessOns fOr jUne hOliday....haix... whOle of tis wEek.... dEtEsT pHysiCs e mOsT... LOL.... * haHx....canT heLp it laHx....
*___ rEaLLy hOpe daT thIng caN b waT iT usEd tO bE.... ___* - daT's tOo mUch fOr me tO takE it....i reaLi hOpe daT evEryting can b waT it usEd tO b.... i triEd tO escapE frOm it bUt e reaLity jUz kEep pUllin mE baCk.... *siCk of iT.....
don'tfeelsorryforme.
9:26 PM.
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brushes by peachblush.
picture by deviantart[i forgot who's the artist!]
lyrics from shakira's don't bother[fantastic song.] and dashboard confessional's the places you have come to fear the most.
font by green day fanlisting. urbanjumbled:D