Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
haix....had bEen feeLing kinda dOwn tis fEw day...esp. tis mOrning....haix...dUn ask me WHY.... cOsh i aLs dUn nOe e rEasOn or mayb i tink it's beTa tO keep tis tO myself.....i haTe tO admiT tis...bUt reaLLy....i m sad....i noe u r willing to b daT lisTenin ears...bUt jUz tOo bad.... i canT tell u anyting....nOt because i dun trUst u....daT arE sUm prOblems daT arE rEally diffcult tO teLL...esp. wEn it cUm tO sUm pErsonaL stUff.....*really diffcuLt....
hMm....weLL...anyway....today is rEally a bad day fOr me....i m nOt in a gUd mOod fOr e whOle aftErnOon.....i jUz feLt sO disappOinted and dOwn....and tis sTupid tOt of mine fLasH acrOss my mind agaIn....bUt my mOod gEt beTa in e evEning....haHax... er....weilin and gLenda asked me tO gO pOint wif deM tOday....bUt i dUn wan cOsh i m lazy....LOL...gLenda...sHe thrEaten mE....shE sae shE wiL nOt bUy chOcOlate fOr mE if i didnT gO....hehex....bad hOrx.....*hrmpx.... bUt i nOe u wiL stiL bUy fOr me evEn i did nOt gO....haHax...gLenda...dUn fOrgeT i m uR dU zi li mian dE hUi cHong...LOL...
eH....tmL geTting bacK e vEctOr tesT daT we tOok daT day....haHax...onLy 2 gUys passed tis tEst....omg....daT is teRribLe....LOL....tmL stiL gOt e eL oraL cOurse....sianx...gOing tO wasTe my tyM derE again....hMm....anyway....it's jUz anOther passed...lalaax....
__ u wiL nevEr nOe hw i feeL cOsh u r nOt mE.... __
don'tfeelsorryforme.
2:04 PM.
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lyrics from shakira's don't bother[fantastic song.] and dashboard confessional's the places you have come to fear the most.
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